NEEDY

He should be missing me....all those mornings when I woke him.

Sometimes I'd use my hands...just touching and caressing, squeezing and stroking.

Sometimes I'd use my mouth...tasting and licking...sucking him awake until his hands took me by the head and held me to him, whispering "yesss" and "fuck, baby," as I drove him. He liked to fuck my mouth...and I loved drinking him...

Sometimes I'd use my cunt...as hungry as always, I'd straddle him and ease down onto him, closing my eyes and rocking on his hard prick. Then I'd feel his thrust as he grabbed me by the waist, and we'd fuck, slow and quiet, building up that cum between us, not saying anything, not needing to. The way our breathing changed, the way we sighed and moaned and groaned, until low moans became loud cries of sexual release.

No one is here to enjoy this with me. I guess I miss someone taking advantage of me this way. At first that sounds demeaning, but it is something I enjoy.

I love the fact I can make someone do things that make him lose control...that make him putty in my hands...like others have said (you know who you are), the power we have is incredible. I've discovered these last few months how much power I do have.

There is a catch, though. There always is, I assume. No matter who it is, you will have to be good to me...and by that, I don't mean materialistic things (although surprising me with a daisy, or even a new toy can be a good thing). Basically it sums up everything.

Be good to me...and I will give you the world.

Now some may think the world means riches and wealth and all that stuff.

I have something better than that...

I have me.

Some may think that's a bit presumptious of me, but just you wait.

What have I got that you want?

I am loyal to the core. I'll stand with you when you need me, defend you and do my best to protect you if I can.

I will listen to you when you need to tell me something, whether it's something good or bad. I'll argue with you if I don't agree, expect you to do the same, and respect you even when you won't admit I am right.

I will help you when you need it, whether you ask me or not, but never let you think you're any less for it. All I'd want in return is a hug.

I'll do my best to give you your time alone or with friends, and be here when you get back...ready for you.

I will let you cry when you need to, and you'll never have to be embarrassed about it, because you'd do the same for me. I'll let you vent when you need to, because sometimes it just helps.

When I give myself to you, you will own me...you will never hurt me, and even though you may drive me to my knees sometimes, it's only to take you hard in my mouth and prove once again that I am the one you need.

When I give myself to you, you will own me...my cunt will be yours whenever you want it, and when I cum on you, it will prove once again that you are the one I need.

When you own me, you will have a great responsibility.

I want to be the best friend you've ever had, and the best fuck you'll ever need.

When I tell you I love you, you'll know I mean it.