Monday, August 15, 2005

IT'S QUIET HERE

I'm missing someone tonight.

I was kind of shitty to him when I felt he was shitty to me.

I think I need to realize that I can't be special to anyone, really. That's what I wanted.

I try not to be so anxious about things, but a little attention feels so fucking good.

I need to stop being so needy.

I need to stop wearing my heart on my sleeve.

I need to stop expecting so much.

Oh, and I need to get a digital camera.

6 comments:

Angry Android said...

Yes you do need a digital camera. Just don't take photos that you're not willing to share. Or anything that could be used against you in a court of law.

watcher said...

hmmm. in the market for a digi cam myself. i get afraid if someone tries to get too close cause i can't let myself care but just so much. it hurts to much to even like some fool and feel nonchalance from them. i can't show myself hardly ever. i know how you mean about needing and letting that be seen. i can't trust and that is the whole point really. can you trust? tis a poor substitute to just play but less pain.

Buffalo said...

We all carry so damned much emotional baggage with us!

baddandy said...

seems a lot of us are - understandable - untrue, you already are - it sure does - LOL, no you dont - nope, its one way for people to see you have one - nope, just be aware expectations can be hazardous - you sure do

(it lacks zing, but there wasnt a good way to respond to such diversity)

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The Seeker said...

We all have baggage, but the older we get, the less likely

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