He gets angry when he thinks I'm with someone. But I have to give him credit...he doesn't make a nuisance of himself.
But I still feel guilty.
It used to be that I couldn't wait to hear his voice or see him come through the door.
Now I'm actually happier that he's not here...usually.
I do miss him.
But I am also better off...it wasn't healthy...I was miserable and so was he.
SO...
Better things are coming...I can feel it.
I just wish it wouldn't take so damn long.
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I hope you do find better things.
what a goober - so ready to find something wrong that he looked past the fact that he had everything that was right - right there - with him everyday - i mean right there
how could you give that away
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